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We were driving back to school, and listening to a teenage punk band
named Relient K. I had listened
to this music before, and had carefully analyzed the lyrics of some of
the more interesting songs, but hadn't come to any firm
conclusions. Most elusive was the song Failure
To Excommunicate. I had a pretty good start on it though: it had
to be about how we as humans have preconceptions and how that globally
causes biases which religiously discriminates...--but i just couldn't
quite get it to fit.
Pondering now again, i finally commented on the elusive depth
of the song to my traveling companion. Giving me a puzzled look, he
asked me what i was talking about. When i tried to explain, amused, he
scolded me, ``you over analyze everything! They are a teenage punk band!
They are singing in complaint of their principal kicking them out of
school!'' Thinking over the lyrics, how right he was, and how blind i
was.
Thinking over this several days later, and his advice to not over
analyze things, i started applying the same principals to other
facets of my life where my analysis had, for the life of me, been
failing.
In calculus we are trained how to write equations to model systems
and then manipulate the equation in such a way as to maximize or
minimize the system. In fact, that is what a lot of higher math is
involved in, in one way or another.
Using the mathematical mindset, i'm always trying to analyze people so
that i can maximize my interactions with them. And by maximizing i'm
not suggesting trying to manipulate people to get whatever end i
choose, that is rather low in my book. By maximizing i'm simply
referring to having cohesive, meaningful, productive interactions with
others; for the benefit of all involved parties.
So now i understood why all the brain power i could muster, trying to
analyze and understand women, was constantly yielding no fruit--i was
trying to over-analyze them! How could i have been so blind all along,
to think that i could find a function that would map to a random
number generator?
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